It's u that i've been thinking about

Today I was avoid to meet him

I longed to meet him.

Longing to be with him but at the same time I could not close with him.

It seems strange.

I "watched" him from a distance but "close" enough

I looked at him from a distance and encouragement from a distance.

It seems I did not have enough courage to even joke with him.

saw him laughing and joking with each other while I sat next to him

I put limits on myself and see myself not fit side by side with him

what is really happening to me?

Do i really love him?

is this love? or something named impressed? and i think so sure..i am not being just impressed...

we looked each other...and i saw u saw me....

i dont know excactly what u're thinking about..what u feels about me..

i closed my eyes not to think about that...that i was afraid to face it...rejected by u..

" u said that u were think of me too "

i dont know...how i have to believe it....until now, time does not prove that

there is a distance between us...that i've been made....still standing there....

I do not expect you to come near me..to come closer..

aku akan menjadi kikuk...and i dont know how... +D

I'm not going to pretend to be someone else .. looks good and fun..

I became personally like what I have..

i am as i am..

I want to let this love grow by itself ... whenever that will be coached...

i am crying...i am laughing...i am sad....i am smile...cause of u.....and i cant smile without u...

I was lost into the void air without love

what's loveless