PARADOKS

love is something make me feel..

pain and hurt

cause it's growing bigger

and its not fit with my little heart

happy and joyfull

cause it's growing deeply

and i found there's a spring for me to drink

makes me healthy

nervous

cause it's alive

strong and powerfull

cause i get fresh air everyday

to take a deep breathe

hot and cold

cause the weather and season changes

make me get sweat and freezing

at the same time

inside my heart

like am dying

cause it's cuts off the old part of mine

cut off

egoism, individualism, madness, traumatic experiences, sadness,

envy, badness, doing evil things..

for the promises of new beautiful part

wait so long and learn to be patient

for LOVE is growing now..

and it takes time to see what happens to me

in the future

when LOVE is growing inside me

Love that U give to me

hurt me soo much

freed me from my sin

toar my soul

toar my heart into pieces

like a boom

like a knife..cutting and cleaning

give me freedom

give me joy

i am crying while i am laughing

i am whimper while i feel that kind of joy and thankfullness

Love that comes from U

to love U

to love him

to love others

I surrender all

for i am dying

and become smaller

everyday

at the same time

i am alive

before U

only for YOU

"if You love and treated all Ur bestfriend like this,

i'm not sirprised if U have many enemies"

Teresa, 16th century

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